The whole situation irritates me.
The idea of it, even, irritates me.
I did not sleep the night of Dec. 23rd due to "it", I did not sleep the night of Dec. 25th due to "it", I did not sleep Dec. 27th due to "it". You want to guess what I didn't do last night? Yeah, sleep. I did not sleep last night. Again, due to "it".
Funny how you always get what you don't want, isn't it?
I should have seen this coming long, long ago.
And I did.
But I thought I could best it somehow.
The thing is, I should have known better.
I did know better.
I just conveniently ignored that fact.
Me, once again, pathetic and blinded by emotion.
I suffer from emotion sickness.